I felt worthless
Didn’t want to breathe
One day better more or less
At times still felt like I wanted to leave
This world, god this world
Sometimes it feels like it wasn’t meant for us
And I would wallow into thought and would imagine myself in the middle of the road
And there’s a bus
And it crashed and it crashed
And I fell and I fell
Underneath
Where there was rubble
Knee scraped in cement
Hardly a dent
But in my mind,
Unrelenting trouble
“Isolation is what might fix this,” they said
Be by yourself all alone
I said okay and then laughed in my head
Oh my thoughts, if only they had known
