Where Did I Go Wrong?

I always said I was busy
I never knew how much it would hurt me
To not have you around
I never thought we’d have to say goodbye
Where did I go wrong?

I always meant to call
But you know I get distracted easily
I never thought you’d leave me
Because we had security
Where did I go wrong?

But you left me when I was busy
Distracted so easily
How did I miss all the signs?
Where did I go wrong?

I was broken the day you left me
When no one even told me
The state that you were in
Where did I go wrong?

Now you visit me in my dreams
But what does this mean?
I can’t tell if it’s good or bad
I see us laughing and having fun
Before your actions were done
And then you disappear from me once more
Where did I go wrong?

I wonder constantly if you ever think of me
And how I used to be
So carelessly free
Instead of how broken I am now
Because I do
Now I watch what I do
And where I go
In fear of finding you
Because I can’t bear to watch you leave again
Where did I go wrong?

I think I’ll go insane
If I think about you once more today
I don’t know how to be alone
With no one to comfort me
How do I move on?
Where did I go wrong?

Who am I without you by my side?
Is there a reason to move on
Now that you’re gone?
Trying to live my life
But constantly searching for signs
That you’re still paying attention to me
Where did I go wrong?

I need to move on
I can’t stay in denial
It’s time for acceptance
And if I see you again
I won’t let past memories haunt me
And scare me away
I can’t keep blaming myself
It’s not my fault